Well having a certain relationship with others like friends, family and maybe partnership; somtimes can be confusing and many do grow apart in many ways. People views and thoughts just grow and differ. U may look at the friends u have now, some of them might not be the same kids that u grew up with in elementry or even middle school. I find my self looking through my past and how i grown apart from certain friends and how they have grown away from me. I take this overview, as if i made a mistake, like i did somthing wrong to not make our friendship work or even a past relationship. For instance I used to love skateboard around town with my best friend and we used to agree with eachothers view topics or even who was the best pro skater. But if feel that every word that he says know i have to cut him off, and make a debate for my view on the topic or how he would ask me to hangout go skating with him i would sometimes have to deny him. I dont want to be a dick, and bail on a friend but i think over time everyone grows up and have other views upon the world. Well wat REALLY got me think am i the mess up or this is apart of growing up a girl that i used love and go to the end of the world for. I remeber on valentines day during high school i would surpise her with flowers and balloons even a box of choclate covered strawberrys. But now i dont even have a moment of the time of the day to hangout or even wanting.
I guess this is a process of growing up, i mean in the end friends will always be friends and same goes with family. Even a past relationship can mend into having a friendship in the end. Growing apart may sometimes b a little overwhelm cause u just dont know how to take it but as long at the end of the day that u can see that everything is alright thats thats the only reinsurence u need.
