life

There is a saying that you should live life to the fullest. I guess that many people would say this quote is one of the quota they would truly would of take more serious. I guess that many of us don't take chance we go with life as a probability math problem that we weigh the odds and most of the time the odds would stake aganist us. Which we in the end choose to take the more secure choice or decisions of life. Well what i am trying to get at is that we don't take chances because we rather feel that security choice of life. Yeah life is difficult to see the "what ifs of life" and sometimes that what if would live with us for the rest of our life. I guess although i'm still young at the age of nineteen, had to make a choice of who to take a relationship with the person who i do have feelings for but i rather take friends who will be there for me for the rest of my life and will always be behind what ever i choose to do.
But i guess if i would of ever said these words to that girl maybe she could of been the one for me. Instead i choose the choice that would of be more secure to me that friends like these would last a lifetime and a relationships come and go but now i still ponder over what if i told her that i truely loved her or even i liked her. Isn't this life though the choices that we want to make we dont take upon ourselves to do so that living life to the fullest means to make the best of our life and still there is that what if to living like this.

The good old days

The other night as me and my friends gather for a usual gathering. We converse over our good old high school days. We talked about how is life used to be for us in high school being apart of the sports we played and i guess being apart of the inner crowd during high school. Topic were brought up like Who hooked up with who, whos the hottest girl and or who got hot and i believe this was the topic was converse over the most. Well we all agreed to a couple of things like how some girls "BLOOMED OR BLOSSOM" over the years. We did talked about how high school was just a big fat joke and that if we did put more effort we could of been top ten students. Just showing up to our class would of made a big difference. In the end we came up with the conclusion that we loved high school and it was oodles of fun but college life is much better and there are less restriction for the thing we do. It was all in the past of the good old days.
THAT THESE DAYS WERE SIMPLY THE BEST DAYS BY FAR. Simply these might happen every so often that you just gotta cherish it when they do come by and how great i do feel for such an occasion like this. A little gathering turning into something so worth writing about.