There is a saying that you should live life to the fullest. I guess that many people would say this quote is one of the quota they would truly would of take more serious. I guess that many of us don't take chance we go with life as a probability math problem that we weigh the odds and most of the time the odds would stake aganist us. Which we in the end choose to take the more secure choice or decisions of life. Well what i am trying to get at is that we don't take chances because we rather feel that security choice of life. Yeah life is difficult to see the "what ifs of life" and sometimes that what if would live with us for the rest of our life. I guess although i'm still young at the age of nineteen, had to make a choice of who to take a relationship with the person who i do have feelings for but i rather take friends who will be there for me for the rest of my life and will always be behind what ever i choose to do.
But i guess if i would of ever said these words to that girl maybe she could of been the one for me. Instead i choose the choice that would of be more secure to me that friends like these would last a lifetime and a relationships come and go but now i still ponder over what if i told her that i truely loved her or even i liked her. Isn't this life though the choices that we want to make we dont take upon ourselves to do so that living life to the fullest means to make the best of our life and still there is that what if to living like this.
2 comments:
How very insightful of you Tony.
Relationships are tricky things. It is hard to put oneself "out there" and truly risk one's heart and one's independence, to a degree. I can feel for what you are saying bc I also held back as a younger person. But, I also now can look back and think that maybe this is just what I needed to do and grow through then in order to be who I am today. It took me awhile, but maybe for the waiting, I met someone I am genuinely comfortable being me with. Keep questioning and growing, but don't be too harsh with yourself!
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